stop the bleeding

Sunday, October 12, 2008

6 weeks juz gone in a flash, didsn't really get much rest in this holiday went back to school almost everyday for fyp even during saturday and public holiday. Kinda of hardcore but it is all worth it, so far everything is on track and report are in good progess gonna pick up more pace when school starts tolmo.

Just 1 more semster to go before i get enlisted to army , damn!!! i am really gonna enjoy myself for the remaining few months before i get lock up for 2 yrs. Nafaa is coming i need to train up for particulary for 2.4 run and sbj. I gonna begin the speed training , hopefully not to injure myself too much, passing nafaa is definetly no problem i juz hope to get a nicer cert with a gold in it. I nv really ran alot especially during last 2 weeks, fyp ended ard evening almost for everyday, clocking up to 35-40km this holiday, gonna train up for the upcomin test .

During this holiday i started my driving too, to me it really seems very hard to actually control, especially when i am gan jiong everything juz screw up. my braking is juz too hard not very successful on my 1st few outing when driving on road. What to do man, juz need to keep my composure and screw the thing i will get the thing rite in few more training.

Results last sem for me seems ok ba, i tot i can do better juz a bit disappointed to lose my improving gradient, defintely some modules i tot can do better, maybe is my assignments ba i should hav put in more effort damn fom, but nvm all is over i keep it simple play hard, work even harder.

Lastly, sunday is also great, playin soccer gettin myself tanned under the hot weather, i think my team is playin better, we dun really rely on siva our most skillful player, everyweek is a learning experience, i juz love playin and winning. Thanks to khair and riduan and their families for inviting me and erwin to their house for hari raya visit today to enjoy some good food and talk cock together.

ending off with this : "When you’ve won it you’re at the top of the mountain. It’s hard work getting there in the first place, but the important thing to remember is not to breathe a huge sigh of relief and let yourself drop down.",i noe i am not even on the top, work hard and dun lose faith, i got tt desire and motivation to work myself to the limit. Let's push myself harder !!!

the bleeding never stops
//10/12/2008 06:11:00 PM