The Adventure

2009-08-06T18:41:00.003+08:00

was hell of a hectic last week, 2 staffs MC, i work for 5 days straight full shift, fell sick too damn, think i push myself too much and seriously not enough rest
defintely workin as a team we managed to survieved the hell week...quite pei fu the auntie working wif me at afternoon shift, given her age she work a day from 9plus to 6plus in even , and without break i was like wtf. 1 more month and i be quitting, i think i gonna miss my job, i managed to do piping this week, finally i can do all the toppings for the bread. I think i forge a gd partnership between the baker and cashier, i dun even noe which cat i belong to i help both side the most.. i noe i am not indispensible but i am curious to see my replacement

kinda of worried for my run, i started to preparing well but last week was a big drop, try to gain back some ground this week, time is running out i still feel shag.....

2009-07-05T10:45:00.002+08:00

been a real busy month in june, of course many good things happen to me , i passed my driving abt 3 weeks le, quite happy, guess luck was reali on my side i got back the same tester, test route and pratically he did everything the same as last time i failed. I recieved my apprasial for my work performance at barcook, it 's kinda of crazy i got the highest score regarding on work performance among the cashier.

I think it is not reali justifiable to say the other cashier r not gd as me juz tt i tend to do more things other than cashier, i not only pack the breads, did the cashier part, washing, cutting and preparation of ingredients, weighin dough, doing topping and sendin the bread into the oven.The most hardest thing is to be in charged of bread order, i mean it is a stressful task. I guess versatile part of me help me earn a score.

Got my pay and bonus due to my gd work performance, i am kinda of guilty coz after recieveing bonus i made a quite big mistake, on fri i forget to write 4 orders and some breads was not left, damn i will review this matter on my own. Yep juz another 2 months plus, i hope to work more on weekend, where i help out mostly at the bakin side although i need to stay back to close the shop with my another colleague.

I am juz happy to be part of the team, although i startin to work longer hours due to bo bian, workin as a team to make the shop better is the important since they give me a chance to learn things. Even some may feel what is there to learn, i opt to work outside rather than in some place where ppl like will guan zao u, u tend to grow up and learn more. I came to on conclusion whther i am studyin in the future if i am ready to slog somewhere out there i noe i can find a place tt i belong in the working sector.

Been meetin up quite a few friends, quite a number of my friends went to the army already, it is also gd to meet up old friends , tok some cock , other than tt went to celebrate limin birthday after my work ytd, it is always nice to hav a gathering once in a while.

all right 1 and half months before the run, focus and discipline, i start my training tolmo, where i hope it will last espeically wif work goin on.

2009-06-09T18:23:00.002+08:00

i now really noe how tough it is to work now, bakery shop have some changes, hav been baking more bread due to customer demands, last week i report to work at 6 plus in the morning, damn shag some customer so crazy order 300+ bread, sometime i reaali wonder whether they go sell the bread anot , but i shouldn't complain much, my collegue and supervisor report to work 430 am on tt day and 530am daily, yep tt is the life of a baker.

customers are wad can i say man, i am a singaporean and i feel singaporeans are plain kiasu, i nv finish packin bread for 1 customer a few others ask me to pack for them, come on i only got 1 head and 2 hands, now i can even say out their pattern. It 's kinda of funny thinkin back y i feel so dulan. This is wad they like to do if they cannot get the bread they wan. some go aggressive creatin trouble ard the shop, some give some stupid reasons say they stay damn far all this crap. Some even act pity say nv try please give me this tt ... sometime i reali got the urge if i not workin i go beat the crap of these ppl .... Luckily they are some gd customers, even it's juz these few, it make my day man

most important i juz feel happy seein so much bread come out freshly, hopefully those ppl who buy noe how to appreciate them and not juz buy coz ppl r queuing up

hope nxt few weeks will be better lookin fowrad to meetin up wif some of my friends for gathering.

2009-06-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

work work work i am shag , last week was hectic i work till afternoon then rush to grad ceremony then watch CL at nite, so tired.....

since my working hours increased, i been gettin back pain
hope no some serious back injury, went to chinese physician today, hope the back ache goes off ....

don't dream it's over, i gonna come back stronger

2009-04-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

is's been 1 month since i am working, 2nd pay comin in soon think i will finally earn my first 1k, many things had happened since i work at the bakery, buisness is real real good, breads got snap up immediately they are fresh from oven, i doubt there r leftovers bread at the end of each working day. Kinda of xiong for me , they tend to up their manpower but dunno y still increase my working hours, this 2 weeks are tiring. Of course weird and interesting things happen at workplace, ppl quarreling becoz they couldn't buy their bread, 1 office lady quarrel wif 1 guy in front of me , quite shock the lady use vulgraties , i think the guy muz hav said something offensive. I am more and more used to handling those customers, some r reali handy, keep on askin y cannot cut loaf of bread when they r out. They complain this and tt, damn if bread making is so easy they shld come try, then they noe.

few things need to do, i miss out alot of gym training when i work too tired le, but i gonna train my forearm, i need to get used to kneadin the dough wif 1 hand , and both my hand can do it,it is hard but i train up .Tolmo the xiong 2 weeks will end before i get my nxt working schedule. In all i enjoy working at the bakery, the ppl there damn jiao, i am gettin the malaysian tone, damn funny la i listen how they ask each other abt some vulgraties, sometimes i am washing dishes and laughin , CHI DAN GAO arh!!!

this week recieved 2 letters, finally some letters other than the graduation one recieved earlier. 1 is from NTU and the other is NS. kinda of surprise i got accept by NTU, dunno y i dun feel excited, some ask me maybe i waste my 3 yrs in food in the end still go back chemistry, i am still confused what i truely wan, but i nv regret learning abt food , in the bakery shop i sometimes tend to think of the science of baking think i am attached abt learning food ..Haiz, 2 more years i need to reali think abt it . NS enlistment is finally here, gd news is i not in diver unit, i dunno izzit gd thing anot i dun mind any tough vocation

watever it is i am looking foward to graduation, i will be a even better person when i return to SP... i got so much to accomplish before tt

FOCUS and DISCIPLINE .......

2009-03-20T22:58:00.003+08:00

results r out, i sucessfully graduated without fowrading any module, this sem still happy with the overall result. the only sad thing is that my fyp grade drop, it will be a lie if i say i wasn't bother wif it, coz i tot i reali give it everything i got. But i still thank dr saw and respect his decision, he has give me a gd guage of where i stand now , defintely i will continue to work harder if i get to study university. Overall i think everything turns out well

Been working almost everyday, today is 1 week le without rest, i wan to show how hard i can work coz i think the shop no need part timer but still hire me. It is a good exposure, learn a bit on bread making and serving customer. Some customers are really picky , come to the shop and create a stir, i getting used to it.

juz gonna enjoy my time before i enter NS ba.

2009-03-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

been working the past 4 days, damn tiring, working at a bakery, learn to do some finishin for certain bread mostly is help to sell the bread. Seriously i had nv seen a bakery shop so hot i think it is even better than breadtalk. i like the workin envt, juz hope to learn more abt bread making. Seeing thr chef doin the stuff i feel that u no need to be the smartest but u need a skill. Juz 4 days, i seen all kinds of customers, some are really fuck up, i dunno wad to say man. Damn the bread shop is makin bread manually wif our hands not usin machine. Somemore need wait for dough to rise all this things, y can't they understand make some ugly comments. If cannnot wait for the tasty bread then dun bother buyin coz they are more than enoguh customer. I would say even got money u might not even get the bread coz it is juz tt gd.

i work not for the money but the experience juz hope to pick up more skills, at least i can prepare floss and pizza bread. tolmo gonna be a long day morning workin, evenin drivin and i am waitin for my last sem results now, tolmo sure gonna be damn cui..

hopefully each day juz gets better

2009-03-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

poly is finally over, after the last paper fd packging , some of my classmate and i went for movie, suspect X. then we went to helen place for bbq, our class ptn. As expected mr tan cannot make it, everyone juz enjoy the gathering, and there were lots and lots of photo taking the flashes blinded me. Juz liddat 3 yrs of poly ended.

I 've been rotting at home these few days, can't reali find any job, chionging my drivin , havin my TP on May, hopefully pass it in 1 time.

All rite, job hunting resume tolmo......... barely a week after poly ended i am missing it.

2009-02-05T17:56:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time i finally updated,

all the sch work are over, remaining the final exams
Have a lot of fun working on my fyp project thanks to my grp mate jeremy and wang quan, not forgeting dr saw, our supervisor. To me it is really enjoyable to research a project like it is yours, definetely i be bluffing if i say i dun care abt the grade, but it more of become of wan to learn something outweight the final grade. At least tt is how it feels to me , stressful and glad it is all over i think my grp will do well. keep our fingers cross....

Exams are comin , to me this is the only semster i got the least number of paper, coz no more cem, hopefully i will finally meet my target, i am givin it everything i got since i do quite average on mst due to fyp and stuffs.

i quite like the studyin period, i get enough rest, good meal and good exercise, i slowly regaining my 1 week at least 10 km and 1 -2 times gym work out. it feels more relac after studyin so long and sweat it out. Venting all the stress on the weights and running , all this is juz feels great.

i got NDU interview nxt fri, it kinda of sux heard from dennis is ard 13 hrs, wtf man waste time sia, cannot study and exercise. I got a good feeling i will get in not matter i pass or fail the interview, i juz let it run naturally.

Poly life is ending real fast, i reali enjoy my time here, i got great class both at yr 1 and yr 2 , 3 when swop to another stage. Everyone is helpful and fun, reali have a good time. Teachers are gd, nv regret gettin into food option, Thanks people.

Let's faster get over wif the exam, i waiting to enjoy in class ptn, bbq, at last day of exam .....

2008-12-18T16:35:00.002+08:00

finally a breather juz hand in the 80% draft of fyp report to my supervisor, it really take alot out of me, my supervisor expect the journel style which is real real taxing for diploma student. i ve been crackin my head figurin out the error bar, think i didn't write a good job at tt part, waitin for nxt week where the final editting comes in i be rejuvinated by then ....

went for my check up , damn i got pes A i dun reali mind any tough vocation juz tt i wan to go to a command sch badly. anyway still a long way to NS, juz wanna train and keep fit , all this reports make me lose interest in running. i shld change my mentality of gym and go for more jogs.

been frustrated lately i cannot find the scoring touch in soccer recently, dunno wad happen man !!!

still got tons of assignment and formal reports, let 's finish all this for the last time i dun thnik i be writin these reports for the nxt few yrs ...

i got time to relax but i wun breath a huge sugn of relief and let myself drop back again. i screw my mst got lots of ground to make up...

2008-12-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

Nov juz end in a flash, been really really busy wif fyp , got some gd progress but alot more still need to be done with the report.
All the sch work sux, didn really hav much time to celebrate my bday also, anyway wanna thanks my classmate and my poly pals for the gifts and wishes( one of the weridest gift i ever recieved).I passed my napfa, sadly i screw up at sbj and get only a silver, the wrost thing is i injuried my elbow, still feelin the pain even now ...

today is the start of the mst , probably the wrost poly day i ever hav. i think i gonna screw up quite badly for my fd flavour. nv did so badly for any modules except cem, i juz crack under pressure , damn disaapointed with myself nv read qns preoprly. i got 2 more papers i juz gonna push myself even more and hopes it works out.

haiz today is a bad day, got lots of thinkings and reflections to do, i hate to break promise to ppl, i made one to myself hopefully i dun break it i got 3 weeks to work somethings on my sch work.

Let the weekend come i need to relax

2008-10-12T18:11:00.002+08:00

6 weeks juz gone in a flash, didsn't really get much rest in this holiday went back to school almost everyday for fyp even during saturday and public holiday. Kinda of hardcore but it is all worth it, so far everything is on track and report are in good progess gonna pick up more pace when school starts tolmo.

Just 1 more semster to go before i get enlisted to army , damn!!! i am really gonna enjoy myself for the remaining few months before i get lock up for 2 yrs. Nafaa is coming i need to train up for particulary for 2.4 run and sbj. I gonna begin the speed training , hopefully not to injure myself too much, passing nafaa is definetly no problem i juz hope to get a nicer cert with a gold in it. I nv really ran alot especially during last 2 weeks, fyp ended ard evening almost for everyday, clocking up to 35-40km this holiday, gonna train up for the upcomin test .

During this holiday i started my driving too, to me it really seems very hard to actually control, especially when i am gan jiong everything juz screw up. my braking is juz too hard not very successful on my 1st few outing when driving on road. What to do man, juz need to keep my composure and screw the thing i will get the thing rite in few more training.

Results last sem for me seems ok ba, i tot i can do better juz a bit disappointed to lose my improving gradient, defintely some modules i tot can do better, maybe is my assignments ba i should hav put in more effort damn fom, but nvm all is over i keep it simple play hard, work even harder.

Lastly, sunday is also great, playin soccer gettin myself tanned under the hot weather, i think my team is playin better, we dun really rely on siva our most skillful player, everyweek is a learning experience, i juz love playin and winning. Thanks to khair and riduan and their families for inviting me and erwin to their house for hari raya visit today to enjoy some good food and talk cock together.

ending off with this : "When you’ve won it you’re at the top of the mountain. It’s hard work getting there in the first place, but the important thing to remember is not to breathe a huge sigh of relief and let yourself drop down.",i noe i am not even on the top, work hard and dun lose faith, i got tt desire and motivation to work myself to the limit. Let's push myself harder !!!

2008-09-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

exams r over, i think i shld do ok for this term juz tt my last 2 papers i do well but can be better. in academic it has cahnge for me last time i am content wif a B now even i make a small mistake in 7-8 mark qns defeintely not gettin 0 one i worry. I think the standard has raise from doing average to muz do well... well it's all over i am accountable for my hardwork i reali hope it pays off

todae run the human 10K kinda of screw up for its planning, i think the path is too squeezy and the flag off system kinda of weird. still i think i push myself hard enough considering this is after exam where not enough rest and training ....

this holiday gonna be busy wif fyp gonna push further.....haven has quite enough rest anyway juz glad it is all over.

Lastly wish all teachers a Happy Teacher Day!

2008-07-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

soccer compeition is over, our team managed to get into semis and lost it there , anyway the same principle still applies process is still more impt to result for me at least. i guess we maybe the only team to train, making time even wif our busy schedules. in terms of team spirit and hardwork i think we juz hav it, doin so well against a strong opponents, we may have lost, but we gain something more, friendship, memories, pride and many more....

watever it is it is over, team sashimi rest well for those injuried... i juz love our team cheer, Fuck Ya.....

well exams r nxt, 31 aug my nxt target

Lose a fight but not a war. until next time a stronger self will be born....

2008-07-20T18:31:00.002+08:00

it is still as busy as ever even after mst, got back some marks statisfied wif fom, nutrition kinda of letdown for me and Haccp is crap i truely think i deserve a A grade all pts wrtiien i dunno wad else to do ,fuck .....

3 more days to compeition , after mst we have been training hard since then, the real thing still matters the most hope everything turns out gd...

i need to work better on my passes and shooting, gonna have some light training on my own, i develop the habit of pschying myself up for this kinda of event , it is kinda of crazy thinkin how u gonna play and kill the game .steady feet dun let me down .

i will do my best for wad everyone is sayin this compeition to be a shogen!!! steady feet dun let me down

2008-06-21T10:27:00.002+08:00

Holiday r ending soon , real busy in this break with fyp, my grp almost went back the whole 3 weeks. i hardly have any time to fully revise my mst, seriously need a little luck to get me by this time...

great news, finally after weeks of hard work, the fyp project finally have results, we can start analysing our set of data, most importantly we have been tastin the sample quite often let's pray no microbial issues here lol .

as for myself, i think i push myself enough coping with all the stress, i still manage to finish my 10km vgo mount faber run, timing of 1 hr 05 mins ard there, i hope to be faster in my nxt nike+ human 10k run startin off slowly before i go for a long dist one, gonna increase my weight training of benche press more

as for my family, everything is great, my mum and sis all have great time goin overseas for holiday esp for my sis to london for sch trip. congrats to my bro got into massey uni, kinda of waste of time to rehershal interview wif him coz the interview is kinda of too simple. but nevertheless everyone is doin fine tt 's gd!

sloggin quite hard for for project and last few days of muggin, i finally got my nxt cd, jason mraz, We sing, We dance, We steal things. i am reali inspired by this album, how he got his inspiration to gettin this album done. i like his quote of sayin, " i have to be humble, as a entertainer, u juz got the voice and body movement, form there u juz do wad u do best". i admire although he is a star but he still dress up like mr simple with a hat

Here is a documentory on how he goes backpacking to do his shows, reali veri meaningful where he get near to the people, villagers all this...
Here We Come: http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid1543257429/bctid1543236757

lastly, my aim for this sem, do best for the upcomin soccer comp, completed my 10k run faster, improve my gpa for this sem, excelled in my remaining presentations !! juz makin life simpler for myself, i can find the joy of it

“I’m Yours”

2008-06-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

this week is reali tiring man, i 've back to sch everyday to take result for fyp, gd time is i did my 5 .5 km run every morning juz 1 more week to the run. As i am not a gd runner 10km maybe too xiong for me , anyway gotta train up some discipline for upcomin mst i be muggin through the last 2 weeks ..

tolo attendin the enzyme drink talk hope i learn some new things tolmo, i taste the new samples all the way from day 1 till todae hope i dun get any microbial attack, it is busy even during holiday but the best thing is i am enjoyin it

most important i need to train up if not i gonna get my ass kick when i roll wif erwin and ming maybe at the end of holiday, i gonna train up my mind think fast, make the submit at the fastest time.

i take this time slowly reform myself, learn more abt life ...

Big Heart & Strong mind

2008-06-04T00:12:00.003+08:00

it is different, i juz can't explain it i tot so far in my poly life this is the best i ever had. i and wq did 4 samples todae and reali improved from the past batches we made and i pass my btt ......... i still feel todae kinda of sux, i been like trouble by so much things i cannot even play well in soccer, making the wrong decision

kinda of finally reviewing my mistakes, i made 1 wrong move 2 yrs ago and i only found out like recently ... 2 yrs has passed i still haven move on yet

对不起, 我不配 ..
guess it is time i reali learn to change for the better.... i face greater challenge everyday time to move on ......

2008-05-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

week 4 and 5 is hard to get by i got sick, one of the wrost in my poly life totally no voice most importantly i present the ocip chiang mai wif a jialat voice tt presentation although i can present the pts out i am still disappointed wif my perfoamce i use the word actually too much times facing 200+ ppl i was damn nervous anyway manage to get my pt thru

came week 5 mon i still got a bit of sore throat but i am freakin determined to do my csw interview well, ms brenda say i did quite well i didn't wanna tell her i managed to pull myself back not because this is an marks involved assignment but i screw up last wed presentation i wanna make ammendments tt is the real reason , well i am shocked she actually believe i hav the capablility to excel the 4th teacher who express tt to me in sp

this week i am beginning to recover i force myself to run even with a bad flu and gym wif ming even though i not tt well, i wan to be a hard worker, it is diff from hardworking after i watch the forrest griffin video i knew the type of hardwork i did is totally nth

i wan see the effect of combin silent achiever with a hard worker......

i somehow take this week to review myself in sch perfoamce i juz did enough not much performance time to wake up liao!!!!!!

damn i fail my basic theory evaluation ytd fuk man i retest todae pass with 99% score =), thanks for my mum connection i finally buy my everlast watch at a real cheap price........

hav no regrets i give it all now

2008-05-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

down wif a bad flu and sore throat, kinda of weird how the hell i get sore throat where i nv eat anything tt is heaty, i guess the weather is the main cause

it kinda of sux where i have to present 2 presentations under such condition the chiang mai presentation wasn't realli well done in my own opinion although i managed to deliever is till forget some pts most importantly i was reali nervous dun wanna use my illness as an excuse i am do better in the nxt presentation i promised myself tt ................ lucky fri presentation wasn't my grp turn

i am still recovering, startin my nutrition formal report a bit, most importantly tolmo is my interview day i reali take this 1 like the real one and it means alot to me , every first time means alot to me i cannot afford to screw it up , still got a bit of sore throat hopefully it gets better by tolmo....

taking a rest for the moment, i need to recover this comin week i plan to do alot of things

2008-05-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

todae we did our 2nd trial for the enzyme drink this time we are quite pro in it did everything fast fast... i and jeremy try the 1st trial sample , we muz be crazy we haven test the microbial level hope nth happen to us haha ..
the most funny thing we are waitin for the incubator to coool, it juz cannot drop tp 25 degree so we try usin the FAN to blow and coool it , blast the aircon everything , it was reali funny 3 of us holdin the fan to cool the incubator!!!

i kinda like the taste of the drink veri fresh and like champange, i am excited man hope the final product of the project is gd

2008-05-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

work juz keep comin in i clear almost everything except mrs ser assignment gonna do it tolmo , started on fyp kinda funny startin to do the drink my me freak and wq were all so clumsly but in the end we managed to do it and got our 1st set of results i reali cannot wait to get the final product.....

my discipline is still gd i think i manage to settle those things i set for myself , juz a little laziness gonna get rid of it , i love the weekend where i reali sweat it out in gym and joggin release all those stress accumulated in sch .....

life has been made simple sports, studies and fun !!!

2008-04-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

sch life is fun but always busy

life kinda sux man my cousin is experiencing some serious trouble man tt sux, ppl under his living condition reali affect him alot, he is in deep shit and i can't even help fuck man .... juz pray tt everything goes well hope my family all stay strong and well...........my workin experience at my uncle taught me alot, he told me no matter how strong and successful he become he will try his best to take care those ard him, u noe this reali inspires me

got back my itp book big thnks to mr ho, initially i was disappointed abt the startin grade coz i somehow feel it didn't reali allow me to fa hui wad i hav most importantly i wrok real hard with my character i shld hav expected this long ago , it is the 1st day i work i can already noe the verdict , it is been the same for many things, rugby ,ncc CLT... i always look up ppl who recognize my talent and learn from them ....

this itp and ocip trip i was in deep thinking all the time always learning, changing , i even stated to read books this is amazing, so much things i hav learn slowly i am gettin back pickin up this pieces one by one

time after time i am still fightin hard to change, many things ard me is still changin i wanna help my family, i got fyp to handle , this sem is more cruical, although when i stop and stare at my 2 hands yes this is how much i can do now, tt 's y i am more determined to prove it to the unbelievers

2008-04-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

today is the 1st day of sch it seems so diff , we r yr 3 now juz look how time flies........

itp & ocip reali enable me to learn much things, i 've been thinkin much since startin from the trip till end of itp, i think i have mature much more after this 2 months . i would like to call it self enrichment programme , it is like i reali cherish more the things tt i am havin now i experience some first time , u noe this kind of things r juz hard to forget and describe ..
i was thinkin of how to get stronger whole day i think this 2 month activites reali awaken me much more i hav a clearer vision of my path ahead, i await greater challenge ahead!!

went to train up durin the last weekend with ming , we work our whole body on sat start off with joggin , some simple jiu jitus training for me i learn some submission move, the move are deadly man rdy to break the joints !!!!! some bangala come to watch ming was like jio them to join in lol i seriously like the way the move r being excuted it reali train yr mind to think real fast wad is the nxt move to make i am able to do some defending but seriously my mind jam up on how to attack back ming , it reali amaze me how determined and fast yr mind muz work

2 months of self training ended , i hav retained some lvl of discipline back , do the sets of exercises and run weekly , from the gym i found i seriosuly lose weight from 67-68 drop to 65.8 i am so shock man damn i seriously not eatin or restin well ... many things r waitin for me i need to keep my body healthy

guess this is it new yr new sem new me, i hav reform and it is time to maintain and slog it 1 last yr, i 've started to do some research on my fyp topic enyzme drink it seems tough but watever......
No pain No gain push it to the limit

2008-04-08T22:32:00.003+08:00

todae is great man the product i am helpin out at firc turn out to statisfy customer i am quite happy la work so hard for 1 week and paid off even it is not project this is the best feeling when u hav done product development , moreover highly it is a healthier choice something i didn't do for sfma compeition .......... time is great at firc

attachment is comin to an end in 3 days time i learn much maybe not enough but still gd enough i am stress out of my fyp stuffs , got a few hard decisions to make , i need to ask and search more answers i dun wanna fail my grp again i secure them the best path to the success of fyp ....

juz give me more time juz a bit more i make things right this time .............

2008-04-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

today i am damn shag watch ytd ucl shiok man u won again gd position to cruise to semi

attachment is juz gettin better this week i am revisin my product development skills , the bad part is gonna taste and try many and i reali mean many flavours 3 straight days got 2 new formulations and 1 abt 80% i am happy wif my work , my mouth feels damn dry so far i need to hyrdrate up more..........

after such a long time my family finally hav a dinner together after so long i cannot ask for much more in life for now seriously i am tired reali tired but i gain more things....

i gonna keep this fightin spirit goin on , make sure i am rdy to kick start my final yr in poly , waitin for weekend possibliy is the last soccer session i gonna enjoy every part of it .....

u dun get 2nd chances all the time , enjoy it!!!

2008-03-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

越简单的事越难做,就如煎蛋, 反之亦然

i cannot seems to find the last 4 words i think is tt 4 words, i think this phrase is veri true, to get better i need to start wif doin well the most simple things and slowly bring it to the nxt lvl ......

11 more days to end of itp !! i gonna aim and learn as much things as possible

2008-03-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

so happy to be back in sg after 21 days in thailand, there is juz so much to say

start off with the 1st week , short week didn't do much juz get to know the sch surroundings and students , play some soccer during the 1st weekend we went to night market to shop, didn'buy anything onli on sun buy some soveniers, great week accomodation quite gd at least better than wad i expect

come to 2nd week, the real work starts, taught several food products such as soyabean milk, kaya, tang yuan, chocolate moulding and pudding, it was interesting to teach through sign language communicate with the teachers a bit of EL ,thai and sign language the lessons all taught were success
then we have several sports compeition, soccer although in name we win thorugh penalies, but they juz outdo us totally not playin to their full potential, kinda of frustrated with myself gan jiong tt time i cannot play well seriously need more expiernce. For basketball they got own, captain/chair ball we lost but the 2nd half i think LOLers reali gave them a hard time volleyball we lost by a bit, overall the sports game were fun, we also attend the sch gradution ceremony, we did our dance performance, it is fun to see a different type of perfoamce performed by the deaf students.......
come to the weekend we went to chiang rai for tour, visited places of interest, saw some gd scenery, not my cup of tea. The funny thing is the resort stayin we were all expecting a damn comfortable resort turn out to be a rabak 1 then the hot spring is a joke , the hot spring is for EGGS not human . But the best part is the bbq buffet at night seriously it is good, me pat dennis and peter go fry some oysters on the hot plate damn fun cook and eat, pure enjoyment. damn when we came back pat and my group fund were stolen, damn disappointing.... eventually we caught the guy dun wan to elobrate much

the last week in the sch we spent most of the time preparing the food & fun fair event , for me i spent a hell time preparing the waffle batter, till late night my right arm totally numb , overall the event is a success my workgroup did well, after the event we celebrated the Thailand new yr . The students pour water all over us , it was a fun event we all have fun enjoy ourself and know more about the thai culutre when everything on tuesday end most of our work is completed , we then rested and play some of the games organized. Then tue night i finally can play soccer again coz almost everything is over, this time peter play wif us, it was damn funny la he was scoldin vulgraties all the time playin, pat and kaiquan did well as usual, i think this time i did better than last week some passes were gd more confidence in bringin the ball up

The remaining 2 days we hand over the projects and spent more time wif the students all this, we had traditional thai massage, i enjoy it my legs feel fresh, through spendin time wif the students we know more abt them and the sch like which block which students are stayin , there is 1 blk where all the sissy and gays stay. i also found out the ugly side of the teachers, haiz maybe tt is the difference in our sch system.......
we also learn 3 thai dishes, i think i will be tryin them out come friday, every1 is sad we bid goodbye to the students every1 send their regards all this , exchange email etc....... all good things come to an end now i noe wad it reali means

we fly off for bangkok to reward ourselves for the hardwork done, did nth mainly shopping ....

personally i feel tt this trip is a excellent 1, i have both good and bad memories but overall still gd, i think i gain much from this trip although i haven reali found the ans to my doubts before the trip. But defintely i become a stronger and better person, gaining back the confidence bit by bit , opening up more in terms of mentally and physically. i find this trip a very good experience get to experience wad is poverty all this diff deaf students in thai each havin their own problems and how they can live life still happily .

i enjoy working wif my workgroup, special thnks to dennis, may and siewlee making this trip a fun 1 for me , not forgetting the others, thnks dk and hero come to pick us up at airport...

i haven exactly found the answers but at least i have my 2nd chance and taken the first step , now juz to maintain it or even getter better at it, seeing how jialat the thai deaf students were i am more determined to strive harder to do better maybe 1 day i can help them , this trip will leave a great impact in my life.......

cannot wait to do some serious work, soccer all this, through this i think i can better guage how much i hav improved as a person ....

Hope the thai students rmb the fun times and strive harder to prove themselves
Kudos to LOLers, u all were great
time for me to move on.......

2008-02-25T10:24:00.002+08:00

gonna be a long last post before i leave off for thailand

damn busy the past week settling the cip stuffs

fri was great, i seriously push myself all the way in gym training, reward myself to a seoul garden at nite wif versatile brothers, it was damn funny thinkin back of the childish things we did, especially we round up zy to admit who he like in the ldc and we need yap to translate wad he is sayin , i miss sec sch life

Sat, back to joggin and weightin liftin after a heavy meal, startin to prepare my cip stuffs buyins tuffs and all those troublsome stuffs begin, i was damn shag after days of joggin and training up

Finally is sunday, this will be the day i keep looking for soccer is the best thing to reward myself, seriously i think we are playin well or i shld say better as a team, last time we totally relies on siva if not we totally cannot play, now we reduce tt dependent, making it like a mutual teamwork we need each other to score the goals, another weird thing seriously i dunno wtf is the problem we get to quarrels wif other ppl back to ytd it is stupid tt guy say he come earlier so he OWN the PUBLIC COURT and we play too long he wan us to play penalty, i mean soccer is liddat we wait for our turns PATIENTLY!!!, i hate when they tok like they were some soccer pros but turn out to be a team we juz whack , back to last sunday i kana accused of 2 footed tackle seriously fuck tt adult attitude, he is totally arrogance we came back to whip his team ass , PURE DETERMINATION well done to ourselves

went to celebrate my class ppl bdae afterwards damn rush for me, watch 2 movie and went to mind cafe, seriously fun to play some board games once in a long time....

today is the last meetin for ocip, back to dance practices i dun quite like them my body is juz not suited for this how mani ppl u can find a left footer and right hander, this make my hand and legs coorination difficult i guess still injuried from ytd soccer match i hope to uz get thru this ....

results are out on the midnight where i leave, pat jona and hero are comin over to my hse, hope they dun do some crazy things too loud lol, nevertheless i juz enjoy results aside for at least 1 for day damn scare i didn't do well as i expected tt is a great dissappointment, throwin this thoughts away i shld be confident

tue, plannin wad i gonna do last day before i leave, settlin all the stuffs, i shld be meetin Ming and Sulaiman to condition up , joggin in the mroning and sweat it out, i think i learn some sparring and pinnin down techniques, it might be useful in the trip :)

take care guys, i be seriously missin soccer ......

2008-01-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

1 more week to end this terrible semster, juz finish 3 papers i am reamingin with 2 memroising 1 geez damn sian somemore epl matches falls juz before my mrico paper, the content is juz too much i dun even dare to watch epl

i am statisfy with my peformance on the first 3 paper special thnks to pat and jona help me alot, 2 more exam gonna give it all after it is over time to enjoy

i think i will be pre ordering simple plan new album and many much more things to get for CNY ......

All the best to the takin exams

2008-01-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

todae presentation ended quite well, think our grp seriously entertain the class as well bringing out the pts we are suppose to present, gems finally ended i think shld be able to achieve a A grade, 3 tests down 4 more to go and then exams guess my 2 weeks of discipline training will pay off, let's not get distracted i need to work extra harder.........

2008-01-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

holiday comin to an end, been working at my uncle place quite a tough job, i wake up 6+ almost everyday end work abt 5+, wrost is on the day need to go back sch to watch the dance play i am totally worn out after tt day i take this as a discipline training working up early doin all the hard labour work, hope this will prepare me for the exams
3 more weeks of test and exam yr 2 is ending finally cannot wait to reali enjoy the holidays!!!

a new year, brand new start determine to make the change for the better.....

2007-12-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

finally free for this holiday i still haven hav enough slp mone went to help out at sadeaf sch luckily i change jona and pat to mon we carry too much things tue went to do howevevr lesser things to carry kinda fun we learn some sign language too todae i start work aat my uncle workplace helping to clean some army uniform i shld say is damn alot 3 days of non stop carrying things and mostly impt wake up early

i takin off tolmo think tolmo finish up my report and assignemtnt start to do a bit, i use this week to reali discipline myself and drill myself up juz 3 days of doin harrd labour tt is not wad i can take i noe i can take more i seriously wan to do well this sem, the feel nv been so strong i will give it all, stratin work and revisin for exams wish me luck

life this week is damn shag but i find it meaningful hope to soccer wif versatile again ps i miss one seesion todae.........happy holiday ppl

2007-12-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

finally todae is the last day of this sem, kinda of busy i juz officialy clear all my formal reports damn alot, left a bit of lab data sheets, sch is juz fast pace, we had our sfma compeition gathering at staff centre i went off early for soccer, quite shock when get there play wif some sec 4 kids, their attitude is totally xia lan no kidding, i play a while onli score some goals espcially whop those kids asses ......

seriously i dunno wad the hell is wrong wif them play tilll liddat keep my cool as usual wad is the society coming to this boys are smokin like nobody buisness, no sayin smoking means bad guys but come on some r as young as 8-9 , tt is not the wrost thing i think they sniff glue too tt is fuckin dumb, anyway we had our fun last gathering for hankai goin NS liao

i am on holiday mood, this 2 weeks juz studyin settlin the cip things and working, at least not tt gectic and fast paced i got time now constantly remindin myself dun waste it .....

2007-12-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

finally got some spare time time flies real damn fast week 12 now few things to report got in the O cip as attachment , gd news but more things need to be done need to get details of relocation fast no time to waste......

last weekend fell damn sick since fri guess my body finally broke down after little sleep and rest , still ok make it for sun soccer when it rain damn !!!! then sun nite went to dennis place to have our intake 02 bbq gathering although it is raining however we hav real fun juz eatin diggin out ppl secrets and juz eating, anyway all the best to hankai and hardy both goin into NS this week juz how time flies

cannot wait for this week to end all the labs will freakin end at last, did well in most of my 1st quiz kinda of disappoint in some nvm 2 weeks rest means i finally get time to think hard and work hard give it all........

holiday r soon gonna be here , still busy but at least i can breath easier before unleashin the last sprint....

2007-11-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

23 nov

went to lau pa sat to hav our intake 02 gathering, celebrating erwin and khair bdae we reali eat alot lol damn fillin crap all the way after tt went to pool wad a gd time to enjoy after a hetic week

24 nov

meet up wif pat to renew my passport at lavender after tt went home to chiong my report bia formal report almost done clearin 1 but there seems alot left i dunno wad to do but juz to chiong nxt week 2 more tests i think PI wun get 80 bah dunno y got such a feeling except for gems i think i did well for all my 1st tests some still haven get back but should be quite well

soccer is cancel tolmo damn sad tt man u lost tolmo another day to chiong report zzzz.......

2007-11-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

todae sfma result out kinda of expected our grp didn't win anything, damn disappointed my company representivite didn't even come they juz sent a manager workin at the nearby outlet who is onli interested to claim the cert, guess i am right somehow use us to get a name in this compeition seriously i dunno wad to say, congratz to all those award winner from SP

guess need to try harder nxt time bah, i always pray for god to give me luck coz i finish the job on my won juz need tt bit of luck, hope tolmo test dun srew up didn't reali study much ......

tired and disappointed...........

2007-11-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

finally the weekend come kinda tired dun seems to have enough rest 2 more weeks to tahan for 4 more tests luckily they r more to calculation juz so damn tired la

finally get to jog todae shit my timing deprove by alot, afternoon went food expo to see our compeition products being display, kinda of sad i think on mon my grp wun win anything but seriously the company kinda of hack care tt this is over they juz wanna use this compeition to promote their name then our effort juz gone down the drain tt 's how i feel the last thing i can hope is tt lerk thai lauch our sauce and nth more if can win any award is a bonus

2007-11-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

1 more test till this hell week ends compeition may hav ended but it is still busy, did my bia test todae, think shld be able to get a A grade bah thnks to pat environmental is comin the hell paper endure for weekend epl matches!!!!

2007-11-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

finally todae mark the end of food compeition i think our grp did quite well although some small mistakes, statifsied with my own performance todae nevertheless i got the experience todae performance maybe gd for now defintely not for fyp i need to get better sooner guess today i wasn't tt nervous even though at times i am not tt confident but overaall not bad for me

some of the pics here to share, newsreporter came lol think all this pics will be on news soon enough , our sch grps all did well i think at least 2 sp team will win but low chances will be us grand winner i dun hope much juz hope packaging will win somethings , most importantly lerk thai use our product

it maybe busy but the process is sweet drill us alrite back to study test rest for tonite tolmo will be gym and piah test time

2007-11-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

finally a rest day touchin up for tolmo compeition hope everything goes smoothly tolmo haven been present to my standard lately hope tolmo will be one of my best peformance need it to win this final race

more testes comin up formal reports too stage A is damn no life i seriously need a break badly after all this shit

2007-11-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

printing of packaging done, last test of the week is tolmo finally before i finalise all the things for fri compeition guess this is it 3 more days

2007-11-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

finally nightmare in stage A begins everytihng rushin in like siao wth sia tolmo gems test then wed fd chem A think shld be alrite hope can get A for both testes todae start to defend my roh i wan to get it this sem although seems damn diffcult la did not bad for my mrico get a A grade need to work harder nxt week is hell bia test and envt A save me man sure missin out lots of slp this week food comp end faster plz give me any presentation i will do it juz ge over it got great hopes to at least win 1 award concentrate and keep holdin on i shld be fine

saw felicia chin in person todae in sch veri pretty

sad thing gift from pat dk and jona, strret soccer shoe guess i wun be usin it a while damn sian

back to studyin test ........

2007-11-04T09:14:00.000+08:00

turn 18 ytd thanks every1 for the bdae wishes and gifts, my class (24), pat, jona, dk, gl, dennis and others thanks alot finally tolmo sch starts clear most of my things left envt studies report questins gonna do it during wed, food compeition is juz nxt week hope everything turns out rite we hav got our materials goin for the packagaing printing todae

kinda of sian ytd match end up in an 2-2 draw man u lost the lead twice reali bad defending there they didn't take their chances to end arsenal unbeaten run, arsenal seems very strong however i see in them the shadows od man u ytd durin start of season holdin lots lots of possesion but juz couldn't take their chance they score 2 can't deny tt they r gd

However man utd new team haven reali gel and reach their peak i see some hope when arsenal return to old tradfford for the match again lookin fowrad to it

back to studies now gonna chiong test todae hope i dun screw up for mirco tolmo haven reali get an A for food modules gonna work harder

2007-11-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

e learning is crap so mani things to do and i went back to sch everyday !!!!! fuck e learning it is a useless crap clearin things le still got so mani no need to study for tests fuck the reports too agrh find me a way to destress let me whack some soccer ball, tackle some1 i gonna run run and run tolmo ............... damn the assignments !!!!

2007-10-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

one of united summer signing this comin sat will be the big game arsenal and man utd head to head for the top of the table hargreaves my favourite man u player now when he juz come he was plague wif injuries and now he is back to kick ass although aginst villa wasn't his best peformance i believe he will be the key to cut fabregas off the game with fab out it is easy to win arsenal is strong seein their play aginst pool nice passes let 's cross our finger hope rooney tevez ronaldo do their magic again bursting all the way when counter doin everything to win we will noe the results this sat glory glory man utd !!!!

e learning juz begin did some le still got lots of work to be done startin on my formal report , no time to slack , restin and doin some light exercise lettin my injruies heal i gonna fight back and train double harder prepare for any field matches in dec if there is any

alrite to to do assignment le .......

2007-10-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

todae compeition juz ended got 3rd still not bad our team sashimi did well although we make some mistakes, we learnt from them overall i think we did well 1st time playin together in an official compeition quite disappoint wif myself i lack of confidence and i am fuckin njuried haiz overall is gd for me this is 1st time winnin something from street soccer compeition

todae is my finally rest day watchin man utd later hargreaves is back in action finally

i lost my skills confidence and injuries wad a day reports are waitin for me to complete gonna start revisin my test , food compeition is comin wtf little by little i will stand up from this fall i wan to get well from this stupid injuries my fitness results everything time to work harder.....

2007-10-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

i feel so stress so much things to complete unleashin everything tolmo tolmo is my final rest day i hav no prob shootin wif injuries guess this is it ......

2007-10-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

damn tired so mani things comin up dunno how to get through nxt 2 weeks fuckin lots of work to do guess i realli feel stress this time keep holdin on, i dunno wtf happen my toe sudden so pain this time, todae i can feel the pain i tot ytd not tt pain heal le think is inner injury fuk i gonna bear the pain and play this sat i can shoot well on tue and the match is cancel i try shootin hard on tue wif the injury i think sat is not a prob bah i dun care whether win anot i gonna win back my pride and shut some fuckers up even it means breakin my toe

PAIN IS TEMPARORY, GLORY IS FOREVER
MIND OVER BODY ENDURE!!!!!!!!

2007-10-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

sat compeition juz ended nearly kana knock out, thnks to pat we r still inside tue is an 2nd chance id did't realli play tt well although my both legs r injuried dun wanna use tt as an excuse tue i juz need to get well like fri nite play thru even both legs totally cramp i dunno wth i gonna do i do everything to gell well if not as well as my legs can last the pain on my right leg slowly goin off my toe is still badly injuried dunno wad fluid keep flowin out didn't injuried so badly since i got my wrost injuries at rugby guess this is it tue last verdict, i will play through the pain and injuries puttin all on the line

juz to comment no matter how biased the ref maybe against us team sashimi will give it all ...............

2007-10-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

todae went to train for sat game not veri happy wif my performance can do better 1 hope the feel comes on sat clearin all the lab and more comin i am veri shag holdin there got greater aims this sem to do better in terms of studies and win tt comp i wan to win it real bad

this is the 4th week i still haven get the roh cert nice to noe my name up for outstandin peformance althoguh i barely scrape past tt mark i am happy la, nv do so well in studies in my life before i been doin everything in order this sem except finish tutorial cgonna change tt it is 4th week le no more slacking!!!!!

sat game i await u , gonna explode and let the feet do the talking......

2007-10-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

week 3 endin tolmo how fast time juz fly did our final sensory evaluation results improved alot compared to the last 1 but the taste is still not there gotta taste the dish as a whole rather than small portion gonna train to slice the mango i cut my thumb wound quite deep can see the opening in my thumb luckily it is healin fast kinda busy sendin email and settle all the admin stuffs for the competion still got sch fuckin tired.....

kinda of sux wif my thumb injuried todae mrico lab somemmore dunno got kana infection anot stage A kinda of sux so mani labs then the teachers dunno wad to say onli 2-3 teachers r gd lim choon siew dunno wtf he crapin abt the tutorial it is like he jiaowei all the way , bia i think gone case the teacher is kinda of lazy and rushin thru slides and tutorial , PI mr kong keep on goin thru so fast lucky cep learn before

guess sch kinda of stressful cannot wait for the food comp to be over , clearin my lab data sheets , discipline myself still on track in my exercise finally weekend i need the rest!!!!

2007-10-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

2nd week over mr ng tong huat is damn good seriously he is lenient and u can learn at the same time , went joggin and workout the last few days damn shiok i hate to be keep down doin nth, gonna push myself harder discipline myself startin nxt week gonna do my sets of exercise everyday even i almost everyday end at evening and at least a joggin per week hope i made it
still ok think can cope wif everything finally sun is comin goin to white sands learn to make the salad dish i dun wanna disappoint my grp and the the teachers who hav high hopes on me , especially our supervisor dr saw gonna win something for u, most impt to all those food teachers i didn take food coz of my bro and i gonna surpass him tt 's for sure !!!!!!

stay back to see friendly match cls vs eee cls lost 2-0 think they play with good team spirit, i am veri envious of them i miss the multi purpose field at fc 5 , stop rugby guess wun be goin to tt field to train it is one of the memorable place to me in sp my blood, sweat, tries and injuries

stay back to watch pat finish in tt match think he did well make some good cross, cannot wait to play in his team for the streetsoccer thingy in cls

i miss soccer and rugby!!!!!!!

2007-10-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

shiok juz finish my formal report 1 down 5 to go left some touch up to do can breath easier cannot wait for weekend wanna watch epl and rugby world cup this yr rugby world cup kinda of strange the strong teams all draw against each other at quater fianl quite early which means whoever wins will challenge at semi again so highly final is a strong team against average 1 watever i cannot wait for saturaday

manu u win again ytd at champ league, jeez say anything bah even a 1-0 win is a win guess their form is comin back cannot wait to see entertaining football from them hope saturaday will be a eye catching match watever it is go all out to get supportin all the way cannot wait to print my jersey dunno who to print sia .........

2nd week gonna end real fast mr lim our class tutor think still alrite dun reali like mrs ser dunno y guess i better not do stunts she is in charge of itp .........

2007-10-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

week 2 is here todae saw the result of the food comp presentation for me is kinda of disappointed i think we dersrve 80 the 3 of us put in the effort guess wq say say is right dun wan the teachers to sympathe us coz we hardworkin guess we didn't do enough after moments of straight thoughts i think our grp got the depth to go for this comp gonna prove some teachers wrong !!!!!!

2nd week got 2 formal reports le wtf sia feelin so tired gotta go joggin one of these days pump myself up

camp was fun veri diff from the past few camps think i lost my cheers skills can do alot in the past everything lost le waitin for the nxt enjoyable holiday feel like goin overseas expendition relac myself move away from the comfort zone get close to nature

2007-09-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

sch start new sem kinda of feel stress with like alot of things comin and piling ast week got formal report le nxt week gonna get 1 more i got veri high hopes for this sem give me a little more than last sem i think i be fine last sem i screw my food modules gonna try again cannot screw it this sem todae kinda dulan i dun get it y some 23 ppl wanna change their class timetable or dunno watever wif mrs ser then wasting so much time i mean this kind of things watever we are given juz givve our best wakin up ealry or leaving later in class ain't such a big deal i juz dun get it wad is there to argue abti got cem class i also not eatin lunch or watever

todae hav the in house presentation kinda of my best performance in yr 2 presentation i think i brought out the punch for my group i feel like wq and freak did not bad we juz lack somethings packaging all this tasting onli our grp haven reali let the teachers noe except dr saw, thnks to u all especially dr saw explaining so much on our behalf to the teachers time to complain i am fuckin pissed wif mr ting and mrs ser, mrs ser ask us after we presented wad we r presenting ... wtf man mr ting i cannot wait to let him taste our nst sensory evaluation fuck man he is juz down right thinkin our product sux i am damn pissedd!!!!! competion i gonna train harder make sure i dun lsoe to fuit chilli grp, when our packaging alll this come in + our hardwork and improvement i dare say our product is the dark horse to win this thing or even some prizes so to all those who downright believe my grp couldn't make it thru the compeition i assure u all we will put up a great fight to the end!!!!!

watever it is seems todae i got pissed a few times of course there are some gd moments arghh juz the starting of sch need to control learn harder give my best another gd thing i am gettin back my files of last 3 sems althoug much is lost gettin back some is better than nth hope tolmo will be a better day

btw i hang my boots for rugby fully concentrated for studies ...........

2007-09-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

sch finally starts tolmo onli hav actual rest for the past 2 days finally holiday is over cannot wait to start the new semster man u match juz ended won 2-0 how great can tt be 2 win in a week todae is so far the best attacking play i ever seen from man u reali hungry to get every ball but cech save a real gd score from rooney gotta to admit tt .....

not a bad way to end my week forgetin the thumbdrive incident lose 3 sems of hardwork i start working it back wif my hardwork startin from tolmo got great aims this sem time to get it.......

2007-09-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

went to pat class chalet thnks to jona pat and joseph inviting us there meet up wif pat dk and guo liang we reach there and started to build the fire for bbq kinda of weird we r the guests and startin the fire lol think tt 's ok tok so much crap when buildin the fire especially pat and guo liang keep doin the sux it sign and promoting themselves as manager/ director as of dunno who la fukkin funny

fun time over i got fukkin screw todae presentation seems fine for the 1st time we doin need more practice i think todae is juz not right for me my thumbdrive kana corrupted due the the sch fuck up com not onli the presentation is gone my last 3 sems work all fuckin fly away i am fucckin dulan my 3 sems of hard work all gone in a flash damn emo la hope to slwoly get back the file althoguh confirm dun hav everything le guess i try the system recovery thing for 5 hrs all in vain learn my lesson i gonna make backup

gonna get up from this blow fast new sem comin dun wanna disapooint myself todae juz sux my hard work all gone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-12T02:07:00.000+08:00

result is out i did well for my limit now i think i reach it gonna push it further nxt time the onli disappointment is food chem B bah the next ms toh module i will chiong like siao ........

Finally a rest of 3 days doin nth juz rest i gonna rest well thur gonna do sauce again need to exercise abit hope fri got match think i will playin left mid hope my stamina dun fail me

Cannot wait for weekend epl been watchin rugby world cup ALL blacks performance is great 1st minute a try they did veri well but to win the world cup they need to do more......

2007-08-31T20:39:00.000+08:00

todae is juz great think food project did much improvement i am happy still thinkin wan go for the IC camp time will tell shiok todae results is juz song tolmo meetin company hope everythings turns out to be good ......

juz buy the redjump suit apparatus not bad great album my favourite track your gurdian angel

"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can't replaceAnd now that

I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fallI'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven[to fade]

2007-08-30T22:00:00.001+08:00

chalet eneded todae veri veri shag i went to rugby training straight after we check out anyway think todae performance not bad after a long break from rugby still can crash score a try at touch warm up by afternoon i was juz 30 % awake

chalet was quite fun juz tt need to walk alot to get things not tt accesible play a few soccer lost but we didn't deserve to lose especially the last match if we hav more ppl i gonna smack them real hard juz a bunchs of fuckers think they so pro anyway veri ps to pat and dk i didn't play well tt nite onli 1 good shot against those fuckers guess i gonna continue to train up shooting wise way out.............

time to watch epl again i finally bought my man u jersey after sun game can watch ronaldo back in action hope anderson make his debut

fun time is over time to rest and do food project

2007-08-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

finally the weekend is comin not tt stress anymore qas and food chem B clear quite confident at least B+ for both module A tt is i made no careless quite happy by how i cope wif food chem b satistfisted wif my peformance todae
todae is fuckin disappointin i think man u highly out of title match openin 2 match draw with rooney and ronaldo out hopes seem veri veri low reali disappointing i hope sun match turns out to be better ....

left wif 3 papers all calculations i rest enough todae tolmo i gonna practice like hell !!!!!!!i hope my aim is still achiveable haha 1 more week everything will end

2007-08-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

exam in 2 more days i did my revision for qas le think i go practice tolmo shld be can le bah this few days been readin food chem B hope i am rdy for the exams i still got a target for tt module i dyin to prove 1 thing luck plz be on my side too something which ppl overlook

cannot wait for the upcomin week to end i did all i can le now is pray and apply smartly !!!!

"Shadows And Regrets"

I'm back, back in town

And everything has changed

I feel, feel let down

The faces stay the same

I see, see shadows

Of who we used to be

When I drive, drive so slow

Through this memory

When we were only kids

And we were best of friends

And we hoped for the best

And let go of the rest

I heard, heard myself

Say things I take back

If I could, could retell

And make these stories last

I see, see shadows

Of who you'll always be

I drive, drive these roads

Made of memories

When we were only kids

And we were best of friends

And we hoped for the best

And let go from the rest

Shadows and regrets

We let go from the rest

Everything has changed

Faces stay the same

Everything has changed

Faces stay the same

And we were only kids

And our time couldn't end

And how tall did we stand

With the world in our hands

And we were only kids

And we were best of friends

And we hoped for the best

And let go of the rest

And shadows and regrets

We let go of the rest

Shadows and Regrets

We let go of the rest

this is probally for me the best track in yellowcard paper walls album to all those havin exam work exam dun give up make sure u dun hav any shadows and regrets ........

2007-08-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

pfp last quiz tolmo i dun wanna disapponint myself i think can keep a clean record for gems food chem halfway is is fuckin alot !!!!!!! rest assure i will give it all i got think each day the form is juz comin back confidence will be my greatest edge in this exam qas song finally can conclude my analysis of tt range thing is correct i got a new aim for qas exa, hope to meet it training hard on the mcq and chpt 4 i think this 2 will be the things t determine bah

todae is a holiday and i am stuck at home studyin tt sux cannot wait for sun epl haha guess watchin epl on sun will be my only relax time come on Man Utd prove to ppl tt community shield is juz a warm up getttin jersy on the weekend

exams will be gone soon i juz wanna give myself a jiao dai regardless of wad result i get........

2007-08-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

study study study tt is my life for the nxt 3 weeks exams is juz 1 week away i most sure to score is qas bah made careless in test again screw 49 away but 44 is not bad haha at least the 1 pt every1 got it wrong i got it rite i muz be more careful for exams

food chem B is too much i think can compared to env studies i noe i can finish it juz need tt form for itm back where memorize and concept both come in play guess this sem wun hav any outstanding performance em 2 onli finish all the tutorial , food chem half way, chem eng startin tolmo, qas finish

fri got gems test and watchin movie too i hope can keep a clean record for my gems i pinnin all my hope for at least an A on qas i can feel my confident comin back hope more to come for exam .......

2007-07-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

EPL is gonna start soon but the nxt day when it starts is exam tt 's sad sia waiting to get man u new jersey finally everythings almost clear 2 more tests and exam cannot wait for all of them to be over ...........

i can slowly feel my confidence coming back now is juz study and enjoy my music yellowcard paper walls not bad haven reali finish listening

hope more music comes out.......

2007-07-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

juz finish studyin for fri test everything is great todae went to watch invisible target wif pat they all not bad a nice show better than new police story the best thing is me and jona noe our gems assignment did well, met our lectuer todae say we did well seems like my gems path of all A is still achievable

exams gonna be here soon i start a bit le finally hope it will all over soon nxt fri goin back for camp hope all this activities juz give me a break from books before i made the final push

2007-07-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

finally this sem is comin to an end juz finish qas ytd i noe everything check check and check still think no fm things is movin fast 1 more month to exam i got 3 more test 2 more presentation let 's not screw it up this sem gems is so fukin sad haiz juz hope tt the 2nd assignment that the hard work me and jona put in paid off so far still reachin my aim for the last 5 tests 3 more to go let's not get distracted gonna end it well

2007-07-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

it 's been a long sem haven been productive for me not doin well in any of my food modules everything is juz goin the wrong way but i ain't givin 1 bit up recently i hav sort out think i hav done my adpation le these eyes burn with desire to get stronger hope this will pull me thru my exams

training is fun u gett to sweat it out hav fun forget abt all the stress in sch hope everything turns out to be fine ...................

2007-07-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

todae sensory evalutaion was better bah i think did math cad test todae i hope can gett full

ms toh quite diasppointed y i didn't do as well as she expect for her test i juz dunno how to answer her todae not well well prepared i guess so far i find 1 problem i been able to memorise and understand better but i juz cannot seem to do well i guess confidence bah tt is wad i still lack it is kinda of weird i hav not reali excel in food modules

goin for training is 1 factor pumpin me up for exams i dun feel restless now after doin workout i dun wanna disappoint any1 and myself i still think 3.5 i still can reach it i juz need to work double harder most important i found my vital weapon to get A for certain modules but i need to work double harder now i feel motivated to study for exams guess the final run is near i gonna train up .....................

2007-07-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

finally this week can take a breather cem is so screwed kinda of disappointed i chiong till late 1 am then wake up to go sch from 8 piah still cannot fuck it man !!!!!!
haiz guess i reali lack in engaging in sports bah juz 1 training i knew it 10 mins of running i am breathless after tt training my body arch like hell guess i reali lack in it tt explaines y i cannot perform for test to me results ain't everything although they r impt i reali need to be enage in sport to unleash the full power think it is time for serious thinkin and training exams r near i need to buck up

todae match was cancel due to rain i rest a whole day tolmo will start to piah

without pain and perservance i will gain nth time to unleash has come i guess

2007-07-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

todae sensory elvaulation is damn disappointing for my grp la the test juz failed bah maybe we weren't well prepared the 1 at nxt week i gonna make sure we dun screw it up this time

all this time at yr 2 things seems differenet i dunno how to decsribe it and for the fuckin test i juz can't seems to do well in it i dunno y looks like maybe i will not reach my target of 3.5 all i can do now is piah everything i need to finish and reali slog it out for exams ....

i fuckin need a break so tired and demoralised hope tt sat game will be a turning pt i be playin dmc i think i juz screw up too many times this sem even a soccer game like this i reali need to find back the form

everything seems gone but i still believe ..............

2007-06-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

the work are finally clearin by a bit at least now left pbl still got alot of tests and hw to do not bad for the sauce under so few testing we can get the flavour out dr saw say tt is gd enough for serving for sellin need a bit fine tuning within such a short time me wq freak reali make full use of it .........

the work seems nv ending ........

2007-06-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

so much work piling up fuck the recipe is still not here we r so motivated and eager to start but the recipe is juz not here i dunno wad to do liao ........

todae at least achieve wad we wan do some lab testing we got the flavour we wan coming back to the pt recipe is needed!!!!!!!!

i been kinda of disappointed in myself i lose my place in the team now they dun even need me to jump or watever this sem so far i gonna admit it myself i nv give it all no hard work = no playin in match this thur i am goin for training before attendin the non budget thingy i need to reali earn back wad i hav lost .......

2007-06-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

watch shrek 3 wif dk jona yy and cindy the movie not bad damn funny especially puss in boots and donkeyi feel tt is not bad song i finally buy my shoe le like it alot haha the shiok thing is juz beginning of the week and i finish my report !!!!! now i can put all my time and soul to 4 more assignments and food project

mym mum went for holiday she be back on wed cannot wait for it u noe y coz i am doin all the household chores now and doin it alone !!!!! i juz finish washing 1 more sets of clothes geez i hate it man mum plz be home soon ........

2007-06-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

ytd went to wq hse to make our sauce the green curry was kinda of ok at least the meat in it is still edible and the taste isn't so bad we try mixin different kind of flavourings some taste reali weird i begin to do my formal report till late nite

when mroning come dk call me to tell my buy 1 more tickets for shrek 3 geez i was damn tired yt chiong report till so late tt is the turning pt i am so in the mood to doin my report i finish the formal report left onli pics and citation tt 's not the main thing i finish all my household chores also shiok tt kinda of sux when u gotta do them alone anyway it feels gd i finish my report one major assignment i hav this holiday hmm i need to do more market research find the best design for packagin the sauce

i guess from experience we learn to be better i will work harder from today !!!!!!!

2007-06-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

2007-06-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

finally term break le i try to finish my report by this weekend then pass the references books to others wa tolmo compieiotn against bedok kings damn nervous la i wan to play badly but dunno le my mindset keep tellin me tt hope i dun start watever it is i gonna go all the way out tolmo i dun even care if i get my eye injuried again or break some bones i reali hope we kick the ass out of kings !!!!!!!

2007-06-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

i think sat will be the compeition i think it was kinda of fast i miss out too much training i am even a weak fringe player guess i juz didn't train enough however the good thing is my peak is still not out i dunno how the fuck i gonna bring it out during the compeition haiz gd thing i finally find back my will to train my training juz ended i come back to further do push ups and sit ups all the way for hand grip i gonna make my body able to keep up the compeition pace even though my chances of playin r low ......

qas was kind of disappoint although the marks still dunno yet i think i cannot meet my aim of 44 i hope 40 shld be abe to get guess i juz wasn't gd enough yet nvm all is over i gonna strive harder at least i got more confident in my tests juz worry abt my cca the nxt qas test i gonna reali sprint it to the max

the good thing is i begining to stand up bah from the fall long ago at yr 1 my parents r goin for holiday on thur guess i gonna be the caretaker for myself for 1 week my confidence where the hell r u ......

2007-06-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

weekend is reali shiok last week all the 3 tests gone this week 1 more to go then it 's the 2 weeks break 2 weeks break or i shld say time to finish the loads and loads of assignments weekend been great watch school of rock u gonna be crazy enough to rock one rock performance can change the world ........

i been quite on track in sch except for rugby shit sia i think tolmo is the announcing of under 20 team i doubt my chances been held up wif work, f & h, tests and injuries i skip quite a few training geez tt 's kinda of sian if nv get in nvm bah i juz train hardder for the upcomin ivp i dun reali care abt cca pts i juz wan to play for the sake of helpin the team to win most importanly my passion for the sport

finally sunday got soccer again surprise to see robert and zhi yong anyway thnks for those making their way down fun todae something like a mini gathering and i can shoot wif my right foot for a left legger it is kinda of shiok todae i think my right leg show its best peformance

finally week 8 more work to come more training to do ........

2007-06-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

the hetic week is over 3 tests i think 1 will not do well the other 2 shld be alrite bah todae went to town to shop for things sian still haven buy my shoes yet i come home abt 4+ to slack a while then watch shallow hal it is a nice show reali let ppl understand the meaning of inner beauty i believe u all shld watch it ......

things are movin fast changin so rapidly tt i didn't even notice it ppl r changin some things juz cannot be stop the perfect words juz nv crossed my mind i dunno wad to say ........

2007-05-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

i feel so tired studyin for tests i think i am prepared juz tt my confidence is not there hasn't been there for a long time le hope by the tests i can get it back todae recivevd need to go for interview for the poly forum thing thnks to mr ho recomendation dun wan to think much abt it i juz perform bah durin interview i been so restless the time for tests has come i dun wanna disappoint myself watever happen i give it all .................. time dun wait for me i need to get back on form and live everyday to the fullest i will nv ever forget the painful experience i hav last yr understanding the principle of equivalent trade u ain't making something out of nth the roads seems far and tough

whether izzit a gift or curse i will overcome it .......

2007-05-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

finally i print out my formal report i study finish my milk test todae qas and math tolmo haha i need to start early i mon got rugby training i still remember yr 1 sem 1 i attend traing even though nxt day got 2 tests and i juz pass 1 test the other 1 fail haiz dun tok abt it le but this time i noe is diff not onli am i prepared my will juz got stronger the hunger to complete the sveral aims i ouht to finish let's not be too over confident i juz need to do wad i am suppose to do end of the qns .......

2007-05-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

shiok i finish all my assignment and reports but no time to slack 3 more days i gonna finish study my tests finally sia seein all the assignment is juz great......AC won CL still clap for pool nice play i watch pirates of carribean todae wif dk and jona not bad the show finally a day i went out to like enjoy and relax in e learnign week think after this more busy activities are coming up i hope i still can meet the targets i set eventually the mind is clearer now watever it is i give my best for everything i strive for.....

2007-05-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

i juz finish my formal report haha juz need to fill in pics and do references waiting for champs league nia....

mornign went to sch to meet select food company seems like lerk thai is some big company hmm lots of assignments coming up sia this e learning i almost finish everything fri i start to study for my tests things seems diff at yr 2 since working on the f& h event i hav the mindset to complete and reali plan my time management well wasn't like sem 1 free time i juz got the urge to dota wheras now i dun reali wan to dota maybe this is part of growing up bah got some many things goin on tolmo goin to watch pirates wif jona and dk finally a day of enjoyment i hope i can get my new shoes this weekend bah still waitin for the right shoe to buy......

2007-05-23T01:11:00.001+08:00

todae went back sch to finish off cep expt i think 80% done i try to compile asap formal report like 60% shld be able to finish everything including studyin for the testskinda of feel relac with f & h out finally tolmo discussin wif the company wad to do i hope it is something good better pray tt the company representatives is a jiao kia or some kind souls if not reali sian diao

i gonna fully make use of this e learning to rest .......

2007-05-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

i am all red sunburnt all over my face and back went to training todae kinda of slack juz train lineup my left knee and shoulder still injuried can feel the pain even though i can do some crazy stunts wif it think nxt week training i need to crash wif my right shoulder le i hope i reali in to the under 20 comp bah i miss last week training due to f & h meetin nvm i will train harder on my physical skills wise i juz noe la i will find back my best form like the pjc frienddly the best match i ever performed guess the slackin time is over i need to be more discipline and reali do my sets of exercise everyday ......

e learning is here i finsih half of it still left reports and food compeition to finish guess i take this week to rest well and study watever i need to for the upcoming tests.....

i hope i can get my enw shoes by this week seems no time i got many things to do so sian i still stuck wif a sorethroat and flu

2007-05-20T22:23:00.001+08:00

finally todae everything for f & h end le i think quite well done for my area thnks to all the grp helpers some minor cock ups nvm still manage to solve them i would count the event successful bah i was damn tired walkin from holdin area to goldenmile Fc several times illness is reali catchin me up i got a real bad flu and sore throat i dun feel tt well guess i need a good rest

tolmo got rugby training i dun wan to skip it hope my body can tahan the pain bah i need to get past illness f & h cause me to skip some training i gonna train back harder wad i lost gonna improve

haiz e learning many work piling up for me to do guess the time to revise my work has come i see wad i can do to piah in this e learning

sick sick and sick =(

2007-05-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

finally week 5 1 more week to e learning shiok cannot wait for f & h to be over been plannin so muxh lately damn fukkin tired with a blue black at my left eye it get tired easily makin me wan to close it damn this stupid injury near the eye my parents keep on nag at me

haiz i guess the plannin is almost done think need to do some printin so this is yr 2 fukkin tired man draining my energy up fast !!!!!

haiz wonder when can i return to rugby training still a bit swollen then blue black like hell this injury not gonna stop me juz need to finish this week off i have to reali concentrate on my studies le food comp comin and many more cannot wait to meet the select company ppl i am curious wad they wan us to do

weekend trial alrite juz tt too long i juz blow up tt day juz didn't wan to tok at tt moment anyway sry guys i was juz too stress up with all this things coming in i am quite sure the area we gonna be in charge will be good........
F & H faster end plz!!!!!

guess tt 's it i need to push myself harder work harder i need to complete forging the path

2007-05-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

week 4 is over kinda of tired 1 more week to game trial i am so tired ytd rugby training do some stupid stunts my left eye now blue black then at nite watch spidery till late todae not bad practical quite fun i am reali shag sia juz come back from the plannin of f& h mostly done juz need a few more polish i am juz glad my body is able to take this stress my left arm totally injuried left eye blue black wth sia y i kana all the bad things cannot wait for this sun trial reali put our planning to the test hope will be a successful 1

2007-05-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

finally CEP report done 11 pages wth too jiao le todae i damn tired training ok nia but still shag i need to touch up a bit on F & H i got lots of ideas to make my food product i gonna go all the way!

2007-05-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

todae trial not bad i think my members did well then we went to eat ben ask me to play a lame game at there i didn't look at the last qns haha maybe my iq too low le who cares man i juz waitin for tolmo training we lost at friendly i gonna train harder i dun give a damn how ppl disiao or think abt me watever it is tolmo give me all the physical training i need :)

2007-05-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

3rd week endin and there is so much things to do gald to be in the food compeition but more works need to be done f & h still chionging alot of upcoming projects coming up my leg is bruised after todae friendly against TP shit man Sp lose 2-1 haiz nvm ref siao 1 anyhow give red cards 5 red man diew lei !!!! when i got in to play was like 10 vs 15 although not bad haiz i need to improve more 1 month of training i can feel the effects i rug the TP gaints over without much strength juz need more experience 1 more month to under 20 compeition i hope i make it !!!
haiz juz 1 short match i got injruies again guess this time i am ready to go all out for it even breakin my limbs i wan to win it
one in order to escape the path of solitute one has to work hard and forge their own path with their own power i guess this juz keeps me goin on and on i need to get thru this busy sch life

2007-04-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

time juz flies 3rd week le i still haven get my new shoe haiz think juz need to wait for thr rite moment lately been busy wif sch work i kind of finish all the tutorials this time i reali mean everything for the 1st time in poly i think i hav a good start juz need to continue to carry on
looks llike i am reali into food cannot believe i rad up some food stuff lol hmm project wise i make sure i will cr8 something too special and nice wif my teamates

another thing keepin me busy f & h busy workin on it it was kind of strange the i am the only in charge not from cls club hmm maybe nxt time put all cls club 1 better bah anyway i will ensure my grp do the best 1 out.........

rugby training is tough now i dun reali care wad others say some ppl walk past fc 5 comment we look like dunno wad juz playin ard in mud haiz watever they wan think i think the training will bring us to a higher lvl i can reali feel the effects of the training i am still on track in concentrating on studies and cca

tolmo is labour day sian still got cep lab report to finish watever yr 2 is i am ready for it !!!

2007-04-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

finally a hetic week is endin tolmo is fri fuck man i got 3 labs this week same old shit still stuck wif this illness so sian this week rugby training i can do no shit i dun hav the speed too crash nor the fitness fuk man i am disappointed in myself nxt week i need to do better .......

haiz new lab grp member kinda of sian wan split qns and do rather than meet up to discuss and finish the report i dun reali like this style and she say tt discussion wun get us anywhere wtf then my last yr lab report is like fake 1 lor haiz fuck it man i think me freak sl and dennis meet up to do can le

hope nxt week i can recover from the sore throat and flu .....

2007-04-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

i am still down wif flu and sore throat damn and every class is in air con rm wa cannot wait to recover f & h kinda of settle with my grp ppl help i am sure we will make a good proposal

i buy my all blakcs polo todae it was exp but i reali lioke the design and material anyway me wq and freak got some gd ideas for the food comp hmm hope got some company interested in wad we r makin

anyway juz cannot wait to recover still goin for tolmo rugby training hope my illness doesn't get wrost......

2007-04-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

it was bad todae i feelin damn sick bad flu and sore throat i couldn't be pull down by illness i went to train for rugby todae it was kinda of crazy as the rain still pouring and i am sick i cannot beleive it my illness cause my fitness lvl and strength to deprove by so much i was damn shag todae la

i think lesson not bad still in the mood of adjustin to how yr 2 gonna be like finally tolmo is lab hopefully i be 90% fit for thur training .........

2007-04-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

1st week of sch ended lessons for food option to me r veri interestin i am reali amazed of how we r doin the project i think it gonna be fun and exciting the sian thing is no 1 watch or noe soccer in my class it was reali sian lor if man u win anything no 1 even to celebrate wif me some play bball hmm i dun noe how to play but juz join in anyhow throw

the new rugby coach is here i juz noe i need to work real hard to earn my ivp spot his training will be tougher for sure nvm i think i can take it more physcial training to pump myself i need to be better or stronger the will to train is back shiok ......

at weekend we went to settle the f & h stuffs hmm i wan to plan damn well for this event !!!!

2007-04-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

i am still thinkin abt tue training finnaly i hav doubts abt whether to continue rugby whether all the thing i put my heart and soul in is worth it the fucking politicals juz killing me from my pt of view when the new coach comes in things will change i juz dun hava gd feeling abt it this is actually the 1st time i am troubled by such small things it reali affects my passion for rugby in yr 1 i can hack 2 testes and still go training but now i reali dunno sia i juz hav the doubtful feeling haiz tolmo training i will noe the outcome...................

todae we hav soccer together wif my friends and ex06 classmates it was a friendly game juz hav fun and nth else hmm my current class lack of wad my ex class hav it wasn't like as fun or watever after tt we go jona workplace to try out the pies i went there to find some ideas for the upcoming food compeition 1 more week time i need to find the ling gan i hope to cr8 something good.........

2007-04-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

finally todae juz get better haha got a food compeition i wan the money i gonna piah after todae rugby training i was feelin better more mood to do things then they gather all the yr 2 and 3 ppl say abt the matter abt changin coach i was reali dunno man i dun care if sam chan get in to train us i still piah fuk sia after my training i go train pull up at nite struggling to do 8 nia shit sia i aim end of theis month at least 10 looks like yr 2 seems damn tough and challengin haha tt 's gd to make it for fun and challengin i nv drop cem this sem i try aim B for cem bah this sem reali piah studies and chiong my sports tt 's it and nth else i dun wanna get diustracted i wan to reali chiong to the rugby team since chances seems lower haiz watever it is i will put in my 200% till my leg cannot run anymore.........

with my courage and determination nth can break my will i will do it!!!!!