stop the bleeding

Thursday, August 06, 2009

was hell of a hectic last week, 2 staffs MC, i work for 5 days straight full shift, fell sick too damn, think i push myself too much and seriously not enough rest
defintely workin as a team we managed to survieved the hell week...quite pei fu the auntie working wif me at afternoon shift, given her age she work a day from 9plus to 6plus in even , and without break i was like wtf. 1 more month and i be quitting, i think i gonna miss my job, i managed to do piping this week, finally i can do all the toppings for the bread. I think i forge a gd partnership between the baker and cashier, i dun even noe which cat i belong to i help both side the most.. i noe i am not indispensible but i am curious to see my replacement

kinda of worried for my run, i started to preparing well but last week was a big drop, try to gain back some ground this week, time is running out i still feel shag.....

the bleeding never stops
//8/06/2009 06:41:00 PM

Sunday, July 05, 2009

been a real busy month in june, of course many good things happen to me , i passed my driving abt 3 weeks le, quite happy, guess luck was reali on my side i got back the same tester, test route and pratically he did everything the same as last time i failed. I recieved my apprasial for my work performance at barcook, it 's kinda of crazy i got the highest score regarding on work performance among the cashier.

I think it is not reali justifiable to say the other cashier r not gd as me juz tt i tend to do more things other than cashier, i not only pack the breads, did the cashier part, washing, cutting and preparation of ingredients, weighin dough, doing topping and sendin the bread into the oven.The most hardest thing is to be in charged of bread order, i mean it is a stressful task. I guess versatile part of me help me earn a score.

Got my pay and bonus due to my gd work performance, i am kinda of guilty coz after recieveing bonus i made a quite big mistake, on fri i forget to write 4 orders and some breads was not left, damn i will review this matter on my own. Yep juz another 2 months plus, i hope to work more on weekend, where i help out mostly at the bakin side although i need to stay back to close the shop with my another colleague.

I am juz happy to be part of the team, although i startin to work longer hours due to bo bian, workin as a team to make the shop better is the important since they give me a chance to learn things. Even some may feel what is there to learn, i opt to work outside rather than in some place where ppl like will guan zao u, u tend to grow up and learn more. I came to on conclusion whther i am studyin in the future if i am ready to slog somewhere out there i noe i can find a place tt i belong in the working sector.

Been meetin up quite a few friends, quite a number of my friends went to the army already, it is also gd to meet up old friends , tok some cock , other than tt went to celebrate limin birthday after my work ytd, it is always nice to hav a gathering once in a while.

all right 1 and half months before the run, focus and discipline, i start my training tolmo, where i hope it will last espeically wif work goin on.

the bleeding never stops
//7/05/2009 10:45:00 AM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

i now really noe how tough it is to work now, bakery shop have some changes, hav been baking more bread due to customer demands, last week i report to work at 6 plus in the morning, damn shag some customer so crazy order 300+ bread, sometime i reaali wonder whether they go sell the bread anot , but i shouldn't complain much, my collegue and supervisor report to work 430 am on tt day and 530am daily, yep tt is the life of a baker.

customers are wad can i say man, i am a singaporean and i feel singaporeans are plain kiasu, i nv finish packin bread for 1 customer a few others ask me to pack for them, come on i only got 1 head and 2 hands, now i can even say out their pattern. It 's kinda of funny thinkin back y i feel so dulan. This is wad they like to do if they cannot get the bread they wan. some go aggressive creatin trouble ard the shop, some give some stupid reasons say they stay damn far all this crap. Some even act pity say nv try please give me this tt ... sometime i reali got the urge if i not workin i go beat the crap of these ppl .... Luckily they are some gd customers, even it's juz these few, it make my day man

most important i juz feel happy seein so much bread come out freshly, hopefully those ppl who buy noe how to appreciate them and not juz buy coz ppl r queuing up

hope nxt few weeks will be better lookin fowrad to meetin up wif some of my friends for gathering.

the bleeding never stops
//6/09/2009 06:23:00 PM

Monday, June 01, 2009

work work work i am shag , last week was hectic i work till afternoon then rush to grad ceremony then watch CL at nite, so tired.....

since my working hours increased, i been gettin back pain
hope no some serious back injury, went to chinese physician today, hope the back ache goes off ....

don't dream it's over, i gonna come back stronger

the bleeding never stops
//6/01/2009 11:20:00 PM

Friday, April 24, 2009

is's been 1 month since i am working, 2nd pay comin in soon think i will finally earn my first 1k, many things had happened since i work at the bakery, buisness is real real good, breads got snap up immediately they are fresh from oven, i doubt there r leftovers bread at the end of each working day. Kinda of xiong for me , they tend to up their manpower but dunno y still increase my working hours, this 2 weeks are tiring. Of course weird and interesting things happen at workplace, ppl quarreling becoz they couldn't buy their bread, 1 office lady quarrel wif 1 guy in front of me , quite shock the lady use vulgraties , i think the guy muz hav said something offensive. I am more and more used to handling those customers, some r reali handy, keep on askin y cannot cut loaf of bread when they r out. They complain this and tt, damn if bread making is so easy they shld come try, then they noe.

few things need to do, i miss out alot of gym training when i work too tired le, but i gonna train my forearm, i need to get used to kneadin the dough wif 1 hand , and both my hand can do it,it is hard but i train up .Tolmo the xiong 2 weeks will end before i get my nxt working schedule. In all i enjoy working at the bakery, the ppl there damn jiao, i am gettin the malaysian tone, damn funny la i listen how they ask each other abt some vulgraties, sometimes i am washing dishes and laughin , CHI DAN GAO arh!!!

this week recieved 2 letters, finally some letters other than the graduation one recieved earlier. 1 is from NTU and the other is NS. kinda of surprise i got accept by NTU, dunno y i dun feel excited, some ask me maybe i waste my 3 yrs in food in the end still go back chemistry, i am still confused what i truely wan, but i nv regret learning abt food , in the bakery shop i sometimes tend to think of the science of baking think i am attached abt learning food ..Haiz, 2 more years i need to reali think abt it . NS enlistment is finally here, gd news is i not in diver unit, i dunno izzit gd thing anot i dun mind any tough vocation

watever it is i am looking foward to graduation, i will be a even better person when i return to SP... i got so much to accomplish before tt

FOCUS and DISCIPLINE .......

the bleeding never stops
//4/24/2009 10:13:00 PM

Friday, March 20, 2009

results r out, i sucessfully graduated without fowrading any module, this sem still happy with the overall result. the only sad thing is that my fyp grade drop, it will be a lie if i say i wasn't bother wif it, coz i tot i reali give it everything i got. But i still thank dr saw and respect his decision, he has give me a gd guage of where i stand now , defintely i will continue to work harder if i get to study university. Overall i think everything turns out well

Been working almost everyday, today is 1 week le without rest, i wan to show how hard i can work coz i think the shop no need part timer but still hire me. It is a good exposure, learn a bit on bread making and serving customer. Some customers are really picky , come to the shop and create a stir, i getting used to it.

juz gonna enjoy my time before i enter NS ba.

the bleeding never stops
//3/20/2009 10:58:00 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

been working the past 4 days, damn tiring, working at a bakery, learn to do some finishin for certain bread mostly is help to sell the bread. Seriously i had nv seen a bakery shop so hot i think it is even better than breadtalk. i like the workin envt, juz hope to learn more abt bread making. Seeing thr chef doin the stuff i feel that u no need to be the smartest but u need a skill. Juz 4 days, i seen all kinds of customers, some are really fuck up, i dunno wad to say man. Damn the bread shop is makin bread manually wif our hands not usin machine. Somemore need wait for dough to rise all this things, y can't they understand make some ugly comments. If cannnot wait for the tasty bread then dun bother buyin coz they are more than enoguh customer. I would say even got money u might not even get the bread coz it is juz tt gd.

i work not for the money but the experience juz hope to pick up more skills, at least i can prepare floss and pizza bread. tolmo gonna be a long day morning workin, evenin drivin and i am waitin for my last sem results now, tolmo sure gonna be damn cui..

hopefully each day juz gets better

the bleeding never stops
//3/18/2009 12:08:00 AM