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Monday, April 30, 2007

time juz flies 3rd week le i still haven get my new shoe haiz think juz need to wait for thr rite moment lately been busy wif sch work i kind of finish all the tutorials this time i reali mean everything for the 1st time in poly i think i hav a good start juz need to continue to carry on
looks llike i am reali into food cannot believe i rad up some food stuff lol hmm project wise i make sure i will cr8 something too special and nice wif my teamates

another thing keepin me busy f & h busy workin on it it was kind of strange the i am the only in charge not from cls club hmm maybe nxt time put all cls club 1 better bah anyway i will ensure my grp do the best 1 out.........

rugby training is tough now i dun reali care wad others say some ppl walk past fc 5 comment we look like dunno wad juz playin ard in mud haiz watever they wan think i think the training will bring us to a higher lvl i can reali feel the effects of the training i am still on track in concentrating on studies and cca

tolmo is labour day sian still got cep lab report to finish watever yr 2 is i am ready for it !!!

the bleeding never stops
//4/30/2007 09:23:00 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

finally a hetic week is endin tolmo is fri fuck man i got 3 labs this week same old shit still stuck wif this illness so sian this week rugby training i can do no shit i dun hav the speed too crash nor the fitness fuk man i am disappointed in myself nxt week i need to do better .......

haiz new lab grp member kinda of sian wan split qns and do rather than meet up to discuss and finish the report i dun reali like this style and she say tt discussion wun get us anywhere wtf then my last yr lab report is like fake 1 lor haiz fuck it man i think me freak sl and dennis meet up to do can le

hope nxt week i can recover from the sore throat and flu .....

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//4/26/2007 11:07:00 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

i am still down wif flu and sore throat damn and every class is in air con rm wa cannot wait to recover f & h kinda of settle with my grp ppl help i am sure we will make a good proposal

i buy my all blakcs polo todae it was exp but i reali lioke the design and material anyway me wq and freak got some gd ideas for the food comp hmm hope got some company interested in wad we r makin

anyway juz cannot wait to recover still goin for tolmo rugby training hope my illness doesn't get wrost......

the bleeding never stops
//4/25/2007 11:39:00 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

it was bad todae i feelin damn sick bad flu and sore throat i couldn't be pull down by illness i went to train for rugby todae it was kinda of crazy as the rain still pouring and i am sick i cannot beleive it my illness cause my fitness lvl and strength to deprove by so much i was damn shag todae la

i think lesson not bad still in the mood of adjustin to how yr 2 gonna be like finally tolmo is lab hopefully i be 90% fit for thur training .........

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//4/23/2007 11:10:00 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

1st week of sch ended lessons for food option to me r veri interestin i am reali amazed of how we r doin the project i think it gonna be fun and exciting the sian thing is no 1 watch or noe soccer in my class it was reali sian lor if man u win anything no 1 even to celebrate wif me some play bball hmm i dun noe how to play but juz join in anyhow throw

the new rugby coach is here i juz noe i need to work real hard to earn my ivp spot his training will be tougher for sure nvm i think i can take it more physcial training to pump myself i need to be better or stronger the will to train is back shiok ......

at weekend we went to settle the f & h stuffs hmm i wan to plan damn well for this event !!!!

the bleeding never stops
//4/22/2007 02:21:00 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i am still thinkin abt tue training finnaly i hav doubts abt whether to continue rugby whether all the thing i put my heart and soul in is worth it the fucking politicals juz killing me from my pt of view when the new coach comes in things will change i juz dun hava gd feeling abt it this is actually the 1st time i am troubled by such small things it reali affects my passion for rugby in yr 1 i can hack 2 testes and still go training but now i reali dunno sia i juz hav the doubtful feeling haiz tolmo training i will noe the outcome...................

todae we hav soccer together wif my friends and ex06 classmates it was a friendly game juz hav fun and nth else hmm my current class lack of wad my ex class hav it wasn't like as fun or watever after tt we go jona workplace to try out the pies i went there to find some ideas for the upcoming food compeition 1 more week time i need to find the ling gan i hope to cr8 something good.........

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//4/18/2007 09:44:00 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

finally todae juz get better haha got a food compeition i wan the money i gonna piah after todae rugby training i was feelin better more mood to do things then they gather all the yr 2 and 3 ppl say abt the matter abt changin coach i was reali dunno man i dun care if sam chan get in to train us i still piah fuk sia after my training i go train pull up at nite struggling to do 8 nia shit sia i aim end of theis month at least 10 looks like yr 2 seems damn tough and challengin haha tt 's gd to make it for fun and challengin i nv drop cem this sem i try aim B for cem bah this sem reali piah studies and chiong my sports tt 's it and nth else i dun wanna get diustracted i wan to reali chiong to the rugby team since chances seems lower haiz watever it is i will put in my 200% till my leg cannot run anymore.........

with my courage and determination nth can break my will i will do it!!!!!

the bleeding never stops
//4/17/2007 11:03:00 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

fianally tolmo sch reopen i cannot wait to start the new chapter of my life most impt i am waitin for tue i need to get back to rugby training to train up real tough watever t is i juz wait for tolmo bah....

To work hard and make my own path that is the only way without running away to a lonely isolation i will strive hard for wad i wan

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//4/15/2007 10:43:00 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

ytd went to help ms claire for spice training it was a easy job juz the same computer thing after went to holland for soccer in the evening me freak jona pat hero dk joseph went to marina for steamboat we discuss aabt the f & h stuffs mr ho juz called me abt the details mostly we hav completed wad is supposed to be done haha after steamboat we stay at marina mrt to play the game they called some of our class girls and need to make them say some words based on the questions given i was damn shag so i didn't play and they make me the judge liddat do all the draw lots things lol it was a nite to remember i wonder when intake 02 gathering will be i am lookin foward to it .......

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//4/12/2007 08:26:00 PM

Friday, April 06, 2007

i watch a damn nice show todae called the difference the show tok abt Jonah Lomu he is one of the greatest in international rugby u goona be kiddin me he weight 120kg and 195 cm and he is playin winger wtf man his huge body size didn't slow him down and he is even faster than some others if u calculated the force his burst can hit u like 1 8 kg rice pack fallin from 8th floor tt is scary i cannot believe it sia such mass power from a normal pure human i am damn inspired man wa he cr8 a name for himself at 1995 world cup i gonna trin harder hopefully 1 day i be as fast as a winger bah .......

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//4/06/2007 08:11:00 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

todae wake up early to go mandai and pray for my grandma it is "qing min jie " although todae is not holiday there is still alot of ppl i went there to help out burnsin some joss sticks and paper money most impt pay my respects the burnin part was tough damn hot like free tanning most of my cousin cannot make it except for 1 it was fast but tiring i was so shag tt i stay at home the whole day

sian man u lost to roma 2-1 fuk sia i reali hope 2nd league will be a better game juz win it for the fans !!!!! a week has pass i onli got some small ideas abt the clue god plz help me find my inspiration i need it luck is still not wif me hope to find it back soon .......

the bleeding never stops
//4/05/2007 08:50:00 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

haiz com tio some fukkin virus if affected any1 reali ps hmm seems like bad luck befalls on me sia this few days juz out of luck nth to say tio vius also kana dunno wat to say sia todae seems so dead i was like so sian dun even enjoy eatin food feel like my whole body breakin down when u r down on luck things seems bad like this is karma makin fun of me again ???

but nite time juz seems better man u kik some blackburn ass reali nice match i like the determenation they juz nv stop tryin even 1 goal down push it to the limit looks like the last 2 weeks i need to do some serious plannin and train myself up hmm reali train up liao in terms of mental and physical i forsee a tougher path for me to walk at yr 2 i already find some of the goals i wanna achieve and i am working towards it now seems like it is time i pave the way myself

time sure flies holiday ending soon dunno whether i can meet my target of 12 pull ups seems diff from the sitaution ehh watever it is i will find my way and make it somehow i am dying to play rugby in compeition again reali tackle and bash my way thru ....... i am hope 2 weeks time i am rdy for my sch stuffs

the bleeding never stops
//4/01/2007 02:16:00 AM