stop the bleeding

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

sch life is fun but always busy

life kinda sux man my cousin is experiencing some serious trouble man tt sux, ppl under his living condition reali affect him alot, he is in deep shit and i can't even help fuck man .... juz pray tt everything goes well hope my family all stay strong and well...........my workin experience at my uncle taught me alot, he told me no matter how strong and successful he become he will try his best to take care those ard him, u noe this reali inspires me

got back my itp book big thnks to mr ho, initially i was disappointed abt the startin grade coz i somehow feel it didn't reali allow me to fa hui wad i hav most importantly i wrok real hard with my character i shld hav expected this long ago , it is the 1st day i work i can already noe the verdict , it is been the same for many things, rugby ,ncc CLT... i always look up ppl who recognize my talent and learn from them ....

this itp and ocip trip i was in deep thinking all the time always learning, changing , i even stated to read books this is amazing, so much things i hav learn slowly i am gettin back pickin up this pieces one by one

time after time i am still fightin hard to change, many things ard me is still changin i wanna help my family, i got fyp to handle , this sem is more cruical, although when i stop and stare at my 2 hands yes this is how much i can do now, tt 's y i am more determined to prove it to the unbelievers

the bleeding never stops
//4/29/2008 10:53:00 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

today is the 1st day of sch it seems so diff , we r yr 3 now juz look how time flies........

itp & ocip reali enable me to learn much things, i 've been thinkin much since startin from the trip till end of itp, i think i have mature much more after this 2 months . i would like to call it self enrichment programme , it is like i reali cherish more the things tt i am havin now i experience some first time , u noe this kind of things r juz hard to forget and describe ..
i was thinkin of how to get stronger whole day i think this 2 month activites reali awaken me much more i hav a clearer vision of my path ahead, i await greater challenge ahead!!

went to train up durin the last weekend with ming , we work our whole body on sat start off with joggin , some simple jiu jitus training for me i learn some submission move, the move are deadly man rdy to break the joints !!!!! some bangala come to watch ming was like jio them to join in lol i seriously like the way the move r being excuted it reali train yr mind to think real fast wad is the nxt move to make i am able to do some defending but seriously my mind jam up on how to attack back ming , it reali amaze me how determined and fast yr mind muz work

2 months of self training ended , i hav retained some lvl of discipline back , do the sets of exercises and run weekly , from the gym i found i seriosuly lose weight from 67-68 drop to 65.8 i am so shock man damn i seriously not eatin or restin well ... many things r waitin for me i need to keep my body healthy

guess this is it new yr new sem new me, i hav reform and it is time to maintain and slog it 1 last yr, i 've started to do some research on my fyp topic enyzme drink it seems tough but watever......
No pain No gain push it to the limit

the bleeding never stops
//4/14/2008 10:47:00 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

todae is great man the product i am helpin out at firc turn out to statisfy customer i am quite happy la work so hard for 1 week and paid off even it is not project this is the best feeling when u hav done product development , moreover highly it is a healthier choice something i didn't do for sfma compeition .......... time is great at firc

attachment is comin to an end in 3 days time i learn much maybe not enough but still gd enough i am stress out of my fyp stuffs , got a few hard decisions to make , i need to ask and search more answers i dun wanna fail my grp again i secure them the best path to the success of fyp ....

juz give me more time juz a bit more i make things right this time .............

the bleeding never stops
//4/08/2008 10:32:00 PM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

today i am damn shag watch ytd ucl shiok man u won again gd position to cruise to semi

attachment is juz gettin better this week i am revisin my product development skills , the bad part is gonna taste and try many and i reali mean many flavours 3 straight days got 2 new formulations and 1 abt 80% i am happy wif my work , my mouth feels damn dry so far i need to hyrdrate up more..........

after such a long time my family finally hav a dinner together after so long i cannot ask for much more in life for now seriously i am tired reali tired but i gain more things....

i gonna keep this fightin spirit goin on , make sure i am rdy to kick start my final yr in poly , waitin for weekend possibliy is the last soccer session i gonna enjoy every part of it .....

u dun get 2nd chances all the time , enjoy it!!!

the bleeding never stops
//4/02/2008 10:25:00 PM